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    20/6/2008 這一天到底是甚麼日子..

    今天,我竟然跟老師對罵..我看我是快瘋了,而且,是在她的面前..
     
    究竟是因為不夠睡?真的看他不爽?還是因為她..我真的很煩
     
    大家都用異樣的眼光,我到底是不是來錯世界?
     
    就算上帝忽略了我,那就算了,我認了..但也別一直的讓我面對不會結束的煩惱..
     
    想要笑,卻讓眼淚在臉龐上從上往下流..想要逃,卻被一條看不见的繩索給拉著
     
    我知道我不是你所喜歡的類型,但有必要這麼快的否定我嗎?我知道我不夠浪漫,不夠體諒你,不夠了解你,不能夠哄你開心,不能為你分擔,不能讓你依靠,不能讓你愛上我..一切,都是我的錯
     
    我不要你的道歉,只要你的心..你真的不明白嗎?要怎麼說你才會清楚?怎麼說..
     
    你站在我的面前,他站你的身邊..怎麼這樣心里會難過?為甚麼?為甚麼..
     
    你跟他在一起時,有想過我的感受嗎?你沒有..
     
    我也很想很瀟灑的說"無所謂的,會過去的,不想她就好了"但我做不到,真的做不到..
     
    難道你真的沒為我感到一絲的心痛?真的一點都沒有..?
     
    是不是跟我在一起很丟臉?那我會很醒目..
     
    或許你真的心中一點也沒有我..不,不是或許,是肯定..人活著要學著習慣
     
    我不要這種生活,真的不要..到底這世界上有沒有神的?如果有的話,是不是沒看到我?是不是被甚麼人遮蔽了眼睛?
     
    總之,我注定是個愛情受害者..注定孤單..注定的不到愛情
     
     
     

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